Not personal Yet

I don’t take drugs
Despite
Hanging on thin air
I’ve been advised not to
By people who’s
Never tried
Love

I smoke cigarettes
Occasionally
When others are watching
When there is reason to be
More man than a woman
When I want to draw attention
To my red fingers and my destiny

Nicotine makes me want to
Give up
What was given?
When all there is
Is a desire
To grasp

When all there is
Is in front of my eyes
And someone seem to talk in the background
I don’t know her
She’s not my sister
Nevertheless she’s willing
To risk her life
For my happiness

Sacrifice
Can
Be a truly wonderful experience